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Scared of Beautiful: My Song

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" The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing. "  Zephaniah 3:17 I am trying to fit. Trying to become this person that is not defined by the mistakes and the scars of her past. Isolating myself from people, places, and all the things that could complete me a little bit more. I carry the weight of working diligently to keep this mask on my face. The mask that covers up my insides. Recently I learned that I need to take new route for myself to become whole and it is going to start with me loving Cre.  Now I realize that my journey may not be your journey and that is cool. However I want to encourage you to walk with me as I find me. Walk with me as I explore the depths of my heart and expose the pieces and places that need more than a bandage.  You see I fell in love with trying to hold it together. I learned the art of being "good" and not ...

The Way That You Love Me

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"The way that You love me is everything I need" "Being single sucks Cre." the young girl that I work with told me earlier this week. I sat there honestly not sure of what my response should be. I paused for a few moments and then replied "Until you learn that this season is meant to focus on you and the person you desire to be you will always feel like being single sucks." Now I find myself here writing this blog with hopes of reaching more than just my single peeps. I use to feel the burden of being single so deep that I hated every holiday known to man (except for my birthday because obvi it is the best day of the year). Recently I have found myself in a place where I enjoy being able to love me and not seek from a man that probably is not ready for the things that I am ready for. I do not think I am ready to show someone the pieces of myself that I have not quite perfected with Jesus. I am in a place where I find it hard to submit to God so am ...